Ladies and gentlemen, behold, the interview which took me FIVE hours to conduct… Five hours straight!
One reason for this prolongation could be the fact that there was a lot to explore, considering the fact that it was not until recent past, that I got acquainted with Ishkaa, the woman unanimously associated with ‘nasheeli ankhain’, all around IRC, lol! And for once, I agree.. Her eyes DO have a certain enigma around them!
But rest assured, it was not Ishkaa’s pretty eyes which kept me intertwined for five hours, it was rather a barrage of verbal expressionism; against which, despite my usual linguistic sechel, I could only provide as much resistance as a candyfloss against the great Tsunami.
From that day forth, I’ve had the pleasure of being in a few enlightening discussions with Ishkaa on various subjects and I have found this lady to be an ocean of aphotic thoughts. She is deep, random.. and totally unpredictable! So much so, that just when I feel I have started to understand Ishkaa and can predict her next move, she would say something so unforeseeable that all my stratospheric optimism would come crashing down on earth, and that right soon! So, gentlemen, first rule of thumb while handling Ishkaa: Never get too fucking self-assured! 😀
From Ishkaa’s disposition towards life in general, its quite clear that Ishkaa is a rebel. A typical ‘scorpion’ who refused to be servile, never settling for less.. who is bold, blunt, impervious and indifferent. An excellent painter, a profound abstractionist (the Display picture and back ground image of this article are made by Ishkaa herself), a zealous professional… Ishkaa is a fusion of craft and industry.
There are a few thing which I am not prepared to narrate, however. Suffice to say, transgressions of the future-past have coerced Ishkaa into creating a shell, an armor, all around her, within which she now dwells. Nobody gets in.. and she is the turtle protruding her neck out from time to time. Her caution is steady.. for what lies beneath the armour, is that same vulnerability which has been getting the best of her all this while. Therefore, I sometimes found her to be emotionally absent; but I forgive her for that.
May be this ’emotional absence’ is an impulsive defense mechanism. A perk of being a rebel, that comes with the package. After all, you cannot have it both ways; you cannot admire her rebellion and the go on to judge the subsequent stolidity 😉
Nevertheless, Ishkaa is no longer the woman she once was. She has a thicker skin, now… she is stronger; crueler, swankier… the glabrous skin has grown fatal thorns. And she waits… for expiation..for settlement.. for contentment.. For the time, when she can take off her armour and surrenders herself, completely… before the worthy! But it is not this day… or tomorrow.. or the day after…! Her time hasn’t yet come… so she waits… passively…and fights on. For a day which might never even come; her war against herself wages on.
May be most of the readers, barring her close friends, wouldn’t know what I am talking about… but this is who this Scorpion Queen remains… A disappointed Idealist! The deeper you plunge, the darker it becomes.
Watch you step
Beparwah: Ishkaa is one of those super-friendly people with whom you can spend your whole time without getting bored for a second, she is a friend who overlooks your broken fence and admires the flowers in your garden. I wish her countless successes and best of luck!
Nimra_tigres: Ishkaa to me is a respectable and loving person,very few ppl I admire here on irc and she is one of them !! May Almighty bless her always!!
Life_is_life: Ishkaa is a beauty. And she is soft spoken
Meow_:Ishkaa tameezdar khatoon hai irc pe .. dheemay mizaaj ki bandi hai .. meri favorite hai
FunnyBone: I love her Nasheeeeeeeeeli EyEs
Nadia^: Quite sober girl or so I thought 🙂
LaAdLa`Da`Sad`Flute: Ishkaa is sweet heart, a friend, more than a friend, much more than a FAMILY!
Cupid: IshKaa is so friendly, no attitude, bolay to Khush Akhlaq aur nafees khatoon… even new ya strangers ke liye bhi nakcharhi nahi hai 😀
Pirate_Ov_De_Arabian:Izhkaa da wonderful zoul tht iz bound in da nick ov Izhkaa iz not juzt 1 to b defined in wordz … da nick iz juzt a glimpze ov da beauty ov zoul n az dey zay da nick zpeakz volume … Izhkaa iz 1 zuch phenonmenon ye cant ztop yerzlf frm ador’n her … Izhkaa iz 1 true ov a gem!
Tell me something about yourself. Ideally, something which is not common knowledge.
I am what i am.. not owned as people think.. not known as people know and not judged as people judge. In short they dont know nothing of me at all
What do you do in RL?
Living wise.. i work as an accountant .. look after finance and try making some money
What inspired your nick?
IshKaa-is filmy extended version of louveeeee, As i classify.. Im known to be very filmy among in real life also Haha.. Its more like this “nick” i find it appealing for me because im all love too..
What made you joined IRC? And why do you use it?
Im a people’s person! Realistically very social.. But then someone who lost her ownself while being too loud .. so i wanted space n decided to hit to irc where i can just read people n know them or hear them n just make work on my lost element..(But now, its) just to kill time!
If you had to change your nick, what would your new name be, and why would you choose that nick?
No i wont change it..if i had to i would have done that long time ago.. I’m satisfied with what i have, it represents all shadezs of me :p
Yea, All 50 of them! :’D
Do you prefer being anonymous on IRC? If Yes, Why?
Not fully.. Like i guess people do know me to some extent .. Say 25% … 75% i dont is because.. i dont feel like.. (reason:) Because i feel its not my place to open 100% … People take u for granted .. Which i dont want.
Have you ever met anyone from IRC? If yes, who?
Haha yes i met one banda this was in 2016 -> Ufo say; itu say, as i call him… n please it was not a DATE. / I met Satisfired too, he is a rl friend.
Have you ever dated anyone from IRC?
Lol (Like I said) I met ufo (but) it wasn’t a DATE.. please.
Ok, if you say so! ;]
Who on IRC do you like/dislike the most? One nick for each.
They keep changing but current like: Dauntless / Dislike all tharkis of IRC; n u know there are many
Is it my Mohawk? ^_^
Who is the person whom you wish you had met in RL, not through IRC?
His nick is Simbaa; He left irc now, though. I have been linked to him over irc as a couple by the idiots here… We r best of friends in real too … ofcourse… like i care (I dont care)!!
Who is the person you think about when you are not on IRC?
Currently i do want to know You (Dauntless).. Secondly the person who i think is already on my contacts n i just pick the phone or call or msg (Simbaa)
‘Faith’ is a pre-requisite in your endeavors to know about me!
What’s your worst memory from IRC?
There was a nick .. life4smile … (talking to him)was a bad idea (cuz he was a thurki) .. (But) He was handsome enough to be fallen for as well.. But kehte na her chamakti cheez sona nahi hoti.. So aisa hi tha!
Experience is what you get, when you dont get what you want!
Take mental note!
What is the hottest (Most Catchy) nick you find on IRC? What is the least attractive nick?
Hottest: haha can I take yours? / Least Attractive: thecooldude
Yes! you can take mine, by all means! I know I am cool! ^_^
What was the weirdest conversation you have overheard on IRC?
This place is full of weirdos? Each day i hear kuch na kuch… But latest one was me labelled for a screenshot spreading on irc about a girl nick talking on some cyber sex stuff to a guy nick and i was linked to it. Though. I was never a part of it .
Dont worry! I too have been accused of something like that by a sexually starved degenerate!
This has become a worn out cliche of IRC, no biggie!
What’s your beef with persephone`?
Its just that she made me liable of spreading some chats on irc which had some weird statements.. and then i was told i m the one who spread it and why so.. I confronted a common friend when she told me that this is how this xyz guy is.. n he hit on her too n all n then it was haywire because that guy went ahead n confronted her Ke bhayi when did i say n hit on u n blah… N thn those hitting was viral i guess on which she questioned me n said i never thought i would do sucha thing.. blah…Though i never knew who made it viral where the talk was just between three ppl… N now shes not talking to me… Thinking i did it!… Whereas im smone whose quite upfront on statements n facts.. why wud i spread about anyone or say.. it was just losing ppl from both ends..
After 10 years, when/if you are gone from IRC, what you will be most nostalgic about?
I did radio for a while most memorable days… I still wish i could do that again
Dont worry, after the interviews, we are about to start PodCasts too! You’ll be one of the first guests! ^_^
What is the most interesting activity imaginable on IRC?
Make ppl go crazy with my voice :p on Radio Shows
Not interested to listen to your voice until you learn to have faith in people! :S
What was the most uncomfortable thing you’ve had to do out of politeness on IRC?
Confronting ppl who linked me with those screenshots.. both were friends
If you go back in past, which one thing you would like to change in your IRC history?
1st year-definitely .. Whole of it… Never realizing the gossips and how lobby wise this IRC works
Name one of your enemies on IRC which you would rather wish to be friends with?
I had few arguments not made like enemies but i did distant myself from them.. Persephone`
Yo perse!! Ishkaa wants to bury the hatchets! Be a good girl now; kiss and patch up!
Name your IRC crush, if any?
Describe me in one word?
Describe Dionysus in one word?
Describe Beparwah in one word?
If you are asked to suggest a nick name for IRC, what will it be?
Tell one of your darkest fantasies?
Being master to a slave!
Whats with women and BDSM? :S
Most embarrassing moments in RL?
Texting the wrong person …And saying abruptly all my dil ki bharas…Which was embrassing since mre cell mei 2 ali.. N jis ali ko karna tha usay nahi kia.. Dosre ko kardia ..Sunay per suhaga..The ali i msgd uski hi batein usi ko suna rahi thi
Ali tha k Aly?
What do you notice in a guy/girl at first sight?
I notice the vibe… Eg if someone enters a room they either carry with thm an infectious energy tht makes u want to not stop gawking at them or they carry a negative vibe that makes people want to avoid that person.. like the plague… can call it a sort of charismatic appeal—it doesn’t have to be loud …it can be silent
Who is the person you try to actively avoid on IRC?
I avoid talking to Marie
LoL, I dont blame you!
Bonus: Say a few words for Dauntless, Good & Bad!
So far .. wht i have seen of u.. is ur outspoken.. kisi ka baap ka nahi khatey ap yaha.. so u do wht u gota do.. in real bhi i hope ur like this.. As for change.. dont! people who like u should stay with u as u are..For people who want u to change.. tell them apka barhhh bht bara hai waha garden seat apni lakr beth jaye!
From a scale of 1 to 10, where 1 being the most abhorrent fiend and 10 being the divine reincarnation, rate the following nicks based on your opinion of them:
Comments, If any
Cuz I Find her confused at times 😡
Went down to 4 after what I got to know about her today
We have had our good n bad
Maheen is love; The most politest
I dont know her much
8, bounced back to 4 after the crap
She is cute and malang
mujhe kbhi kbhi marie ka bhai lgta chota bara he can decide khud
Note: I have gotten some inquiries on the names of the soundtracks being used in previous articles. Please find the list as follows and bear with my ‘dated’ taste in music please:
Queen of the damned (Kitab): Conquest of Paradise
Malaficent (persephone): Anaconda, On perse`s request.
The Holy Healer (Exquisite): Terminator – Piano Version
My Immortal (Nazia): Braveheart Cover
Reflection in a Diamond Eye: Let it go (Frozen)
The Long Wolf (Dionysus): House Stark Theme
Thug Life (Hassan): Thug Life (Snoop Dog)
The White Swan (Maheen): A piece by Itzhak Perlman – “Tango”
Scorpion Queen: The Best is yet to come (Rika Muranaka)
P.S. [12:32 am <"SheWhoMustNotBeNamed> Dauntless: Abbu Abbu Voice Chahiye ?]